I need to be in church i need to do something so poetic , i am the human form and embodiment of poetry, i am so poetic my life is a poem i am my own vessel my face is a story i am a vessel self subsiding i need to create more be less a being a creature so sensual so sultry

Yes to freedom yes to life yes to seduction yes to love yes to me i think ive always wanted to be so many things all at once i still think this rings true i literally dont know anything about anything but i know nothing like im trying to think of thoughts and i just feel so entranced and not even real i cant think of anything this evening im going

36 questions rules my life 36 questions is so good i want to tell everyone everything i love about them and i want to know everything about everyone i care about , i love writing in my notebooks and every day i write to people but i actually cant give some people my letters but still but also like actually if i die i dont want to think that people

Being the center of my own existence in search of the beauty of my own existence ive lost self gratitude alas for good reason i cant wallow anymore i need ugly progression

Exerts from an alexander pope poem im obsessing over currently, in these deep solitudes and awful cells, where heav'nly-pensive contemplation dwells, and ever-musing melancholy reigns; what means this tumult in a vestal's veins? why rove my thoughts beyond this last retreat? why feels my heart its long-forgotten heat? yet, yet i love!—from abelar

There is a huge disconnect between me and myself as of current, i feel so disconnected from my own sensuality, creativity, i want to lose myself in what i make and do and i want to do something this is stream of consciousness so no sense but i want to connect the dots between pleasure and art and yeah i knew this would happen it's the fault of my e

Has me on my hands and knees i forage for her i write i paint i draw i cry i yearn i cry some more i make books i would go to the end of the earth

I have been writing and walking and thinking a lot and ive been thinking about how i want to grow as a person and i think that i need to stop being so angry naturally when im hurt and in pain i grow resentful of people etc but i often end up acting below my own moral standards and then i regret it and so ive decided to channel my emotion more so in

Passionate about; le dessin, francais, vêtements, fiona apple, birre, boots, coats, sudoku, nourriture, headphones, musique, walks , nature , rabbits, shoes, bags, letters, words, knitwear, lipstick, italy, dark wood furniture, ballet, red nail polish, poems, peppermint chewing gum, cola, and alien souvent les autres décrivent mon visage comme un

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